i went out last night for the first time in awhile, and it was awesome. i didn't get too crazy, and i talked to brett for a good half hour about abortion lol. it was a good time. everyone was happy, and i was okay with being alone on valentine's day. i'm at a new point in my life. now i have to figure out whether i'm going to finish college right away or not. i have a shot to do a huge reffing program, but i'll probably have to work out of saint louis...so we'll have to see. anyone have any advice?